wow, so its been a really loooooong time since i posted on here lol.  its been about 7 1/2 months and thats how old my lil one is!  he is growing so fast.

everyone told me, you will never know just how much love your capable of until you have a child. and i was thinking....well im a pretty loving person, im sure i have an idea. BOY WAS I WRONG. i had no clue i could love this much. its indescribable(spelling)  its such a wonderful love. its the best feeling in the world.

having a child and seeing and feeling the love i have for him has helped me to understand a lil better how
God loves us.  and all i can say is wow.

life is good.  it definitely has its challenges right now but i believe God is helping me through all of it.  Please keep Gavin and i in your prayers!  Pray over my finances!!!!!!!!!!!!

God has truly blessed us and Gavin has not been without!  Im so thankful that God has helped me to be able to provide for my son the things he needs and when i was not able to friends or family helped me out!

well i hope to hear from some of ya'll, i forgot how much i loooove xanga :)\

here is my lil man. he is 6 months old here!  gosh i love him!

here he is for his christmas pic! 5 months old!

here is is about 1 1/2 months old. look at that face lol

this is right before thanksgiving so he was 4 months old!

heres my new hair cut. i had to get it cut off so he could not pull it as easily lol

if i have not had gavin by monday they are for sure inducing me. he is 9lbs 8 oz right now so they are not sure if i can have him naturally.  so they are gonna start the pitocin and if my body does not start to react soon then they are going to do a c section. however if i progress at a good rate then that means i can have him naturally!

so we'll see what happens.

keep us in your prayers. we still dont quite have everything we need.